Why today sucks

Haunz wrote:

I feel sorry for you guys! Democrats and Republicans are both fractions of the same party - the business party. Beeing able to choose between those two is the illusion of freedom. We've got the exact same shit here in Austria. Two big parties and both are fucking nuts. But I agree watt, we should all go back … like way back

This.

ok - back to suckage - I don't think any of the following will really makes sense, but indulge me for a moment - then I'll be back to angst in silence.


Ever had a time when you're removing youre eye makeup (well maybe not so much with the men here ) and you keep rubbing and rubbing and it doesn't seem to be coming off then you realize it's really just dark circles under your eyes and the remover just ain't gonna help? *sigh*


Plus I have so much to bitch about I don't know where to start and don't even wanna reflect on it cuz my blood pressure will shoot up and I swear to fuck I'm surrounded by stupid people and incompetent people and fuckin mexicans who can't speak english and are in charge of all the medical areas (drs office, nurses who take your info. the pharmacy) and consistently fuck up your info. your meds your appts. your street address your billing etcetcetc - 2 years in 3 different offices and 3 different pharmacy's - all at the same time b/c god forbid one dr can take care of most everything - no no you need specialist! special specialists whom you cant afford to see even! and all the sudden I'm off the grid? no one has any of my info. shit I just gave you - again - last week - missing. I owed hundreds of dollars - no one has my phone # - I just handed you a slip of paper and you lost it? even though I saw where you put it? Well I got news - fuck you, I've been waltzing in and outta here for over a year and you never once told me I had a balance - you can sue me, you fucks and you'll lose b/c you're not hte first to do it and technically the laws on my side - you fucked up you bite hte loss. I'm in the system - the system is working - the system is too hard to process correctly and no ones at fault b/c it never existed or was started or mysteriously they tell me I wasn't ever there.

Seems everything I touch turns to shit or snowballs into a clusterfuck of a problem resulting in punishment unto my self - OMG I sound like Randy Quaid.


its more than that and it's hard to describe how utterly fucked every little area of my life has been lately - tried of this shit - very fuckin tired

Hope you can pull yourself out of this.

People here that care about you.

i think she just needs a spankin......and she will be aiiight

I would volunteer...but watt might take it the wrong way

i willlllll-ah

true

Yeah. . . 2day sucks 5x harder

holy sweet fuck that must feel icky

I'm just gonna throw this out here - I'm not a sympathy whore, if fact the opposite - if it makes any sense it's stressin me to not say anything. Or maybe I just need to vent a wee.

nutshell version: I had lab work done and my kidneys are not doing their job. I'm in a complete state of unknown right now - this could be the start of a long haul of renal damage/failure (which would not be a surprise due to having Diabetes for 34 years) or could be any number of others things. At this point I know nothing - I just got the #'s on the test results - more appts lined up, more tests, maybe its not too bad, maybe it is - I don't feel any sicker than usual - so



Sooo - if there's any good news I'll pass it along otherwise


. . . it could be worse. it could be waaaaay worse. . . .

newmoon wrote:

I'm just gonna throw this out here - I'm not a sympathy whore, if fact the opposite - if it makes any sense it's stressin me to not say anything. Or maybe I just need to vent a wee.

nutshell version: I had lab work done and my kidneys are not doing their job. I'm in a complete state of unknown right now - this could be the start of a long haul of renal damage/failure (which would not be a surprise due to having Diabetes for 34 years) or could be any number of others things. At this point I know nothing - I just got the #'s on the test results - more appts lined up, more tests, maybe its not too bad, maybe it is - I don't feel any sicker than usual - so



Sooo - if there's any good news I'll pass it along otherwise


. . . it could be worse. it could be waaaaay worse. . . .

Hmmm. I guess I'll add my too.

Let us know!

those bouncers are makin me giggle...thanks

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